Growing up as an Indigo during the mid-sixties in a chaotic family situation in Germany, awakening was a pressing survival issue for me. Being a natural empath, wherever I looked I only saw lies portrayed that didn’t match my perception of what’s really behind people and situations, and made me aim for truth already in early childhood.
Age 12, I started asking myself, “What am I here for? What’s the purpose of life?”, and began studying various religions; they didn’t provide me with an answer, but I learned that they basically all believe the same, only using different languages according to cultural background, and the essence of them is an all uniting spirituality.
After I learned about the Illuminati and their power games at age 16, I moved into fighting ‘them’, in order to rescue the world, a state that most people initially move to in the course of their geopolitical awakening.
My reality turned from ‘out there’ to ‘in here’ when I met the Indian Mystic Osho around the time of the Harmonic Convergence in 1987.
I instantly understood Osho say “You’re not here to save the planet; save your Self. Be the Buddha That You Are. Be a Light unto your Self. Light is contagious; it sets the light of everyone around on fire, and ten thousand Buddhas will make the whole earth green.”
Ever since, my life’s been dedicated to embodying unity consciousness. When Osho left his body in 1990, he handed mastery over to me, returned the Buddhahood that I’d projected onto him back to me, and I’ve never again felt tempted to follow anyone but Self.
My upbringing left me without a real home, which eventually lead me to realize that I Am Home mySelf. It also left me without a real family, and lead me, thanks to the internet, to finding soul family all over the world.
After thirteen years in India and one year in Hungary, I returned to Germany in 2003 and now live in the north, together with my teenage son and three cats.
On my path, I picked up quite a few insights and tools that I enjoy sharing; my most beloved venues are communing and communicating on our Community Forum and writing for Gaia Scenics’ View, as well as my service as a homeopath and energy worker.
I’m a co-founder and administrator of our Gaia Scene Forum, which I happily tend to every day; in it’s previous form, a Yahoo mailing list, I’d been a moderator since 2012. We’ve created a safe and sacred space that allows people to open up and share their heart and being, and it amazes me every day which treasures each one of us carries, and how wonderfully we flower in an environment of mutual love and respect.
Gaia Scenics’ View is the face and voice of community in the world; an invitation and welcome to all of us people to share on how we live what we are, how we walk the talk, and how we embody our divinity.
Spirit’s not something out there, far beyond the veil; it’s here, it’s us, it’s now, and it’s fun to share being it.